From my diary written on July 21st, Friday: between Milan and Seoul

Hello beautiful people.

It's been awhile. And I guess the Blogger isn't such a popular platform anymore, but I needed some space to continue sharing my emotions, experiences and inspiration while my website is under construction, so here we are. I hope you've been doing well. And I hope you'll find my little notes interesting to read.

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July 21st, Friday.

Good morning from Milan, Italy.

- The tap water tastes here almost like a mineral one (of course I've boiled it before drinking).

- People are generally happy and use many gestures while speaking.

- Most of them are tanned, friendly and wearing colorful clothes. Sometimes you can pass by the ladies wearing sexy black dresses and heels.

- No need to wear a bra. Seriously, why do you need it? If you want you can free the nipple freely in Italy. I've seen many women braless here, it is especially noticeable after living in a "modest" Korea, where not wearing a bra would be something highly inappropriate (though I still do this from time to time, just keeping the attention to how it looks and make sure it is appropriate).

- It is hard to find a tea / matcha / herbal tea in the cafes - only coffee. Many types of coffee.

- People enjoy conversations and smoking over a cup of espresso.

- Smoking. Many people are smoking and I am struggling.

- Streets are mostly wide and city's color palette is a bit warm - different shades of yellow, orange and red. And "architectural" colors of course - dusted beige, peachy, cocoa - colored buildings will be around you. It is quite hard to find something gray or white sometimes... And since I prefer the colder tones, I've been running around the city to find the perfect spots for a picture.

- Hot weather. OK, it is also hot in Korea, but you always have an air con at home. Here - only the fan. Not helping that much.

- Fresh veggies and fruits. Huge variety of fruits. Cheap fruits and reasonably - priced fruits. It's like a heaven for me.

- Good quality fresh food. Oh, and wine. I don't drink, but I guess for someone who does  it would make a difference.

- I hear the church bells 3 times a day. Sometimes 4 times.

- Italy feels like a foreign country to me now.

- The rain here is cold comparing to Asia even though the temperature is pretty much the same. 

- Husband days Korea is cleaner and more "polished". Streets over here are full of graffiti and sometimes you can see overgrown grass that makes it look unkept.

- Cicadas aren't that loud here though they exist. For me the cicadas associates with Asia, especially Japan and Korea. Here you can't hear them that much either because of the traffic or the birds singing.

- Oh, yes! The birds are singing quite loud and beauty, especially early in the morning.

- Italia is relaxing. Sometimes I wanna lay in bed and do nothing.

- I enjoy cooking here.

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Angelika test shoot. Backstage

Beautiful aspiring fashion model Angelika @ FL Model Management posing during test shoot. Video by Tatiana Kurnosova.

How to learn posing whether you're an aspiring young model or a person who' s interested in fashion? My tip : just need to listen to your body language, don't try to copy the exact poses that you see on the screen. Try moving a little bit and choose simple, relaxed and natural poses, follow your intuition. At first, try posing in front of the mirror, then when you'll feel more confident, just try posing in front of the friend, then ask someone to photograph you and see the result. Good luck!

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Stepping out of darkness

This year has been incredibly taugh for me.
I think I've mentioned that a million times already. Not because I want to point on that, I'd like to tell  you that even if you have the darkest times you can get through it. Yes, it will be hard, but you can, I promise.

So, I've tried to figure out why it was like that for me...
No, there weren't any tragedies in my life or anything like that. And I'm actually so thankful to the Universe for that.
I've just been in a constant depression mixed with artistic crisis for very a long time... And that darkness has been so deep that I almost believed that there's no way out and I was stuck with no goals, no purpose, no art.

I wasn't happy with my work, I wasn't happy with my way of living and  I was constantly thinking about it.
So, after being tortured by myself for quite a long time, I've finally came up with the simple truth: no one can save me from that feeling except myself. Because I've created this cage of thoughts inside my head, I've created this situation.

You know our thoughts are the most powerful weapon. And the way we think actually creates out reality. We either build a strong wall in our head, getting away from the world, hiding deep inside being afraid of everything or we use our thoughts to build the comfort zone inside and out. Starting with the self love, care and compassion.

Start thinking of yourself as of a friend, who needs help. And what would you tell your friend in the situation like this? Would you yell at him and tell how miserable he is having no real broblems (like everything is basically good, there's no war, no starvation, no economic crisis going on), but having problems in his head, being silly? If you're a good friend you would rather try to calm him down, be kind and help him get through this, have a little talk or a long conversation... Right?

So, let's imagine that you are your own friend. No, there's no need in imagining that, just become your own friend right now. Just listen to yourself. What do you need at the moment? Do you need help, do you need comfort, love, care? Right now, right here.

If you have no one to talk to or you're afraid having a conversation about that, start talking to your diary. Write down you thoughts, try to figure out why it's been happening to you...

Be kind and patient.

And I think that's enough for this post. I will be continuing this conversation though.
Meanwhile, let me know your thoughts about it, I will be happy to hear it.

Be kind and have a lovely day.

Japanese fashion model's book. Modeling portfolio review

Aspiring Japanese fashion model Ayano @ Friday Model Management Tokyo shows us her book. Modeling portfolio review.

Ayano is just starting her career in modeling, so there aren't many pictures there, but once model starts working her portfolio fills up with pictures very fast, so it's actually no problem.

Lovely Japanese model shows us her book with magazine publications and various photos from the shoots for brands, runway shows and model test shoots.

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Rui Nan by Tatiana Kurnosova

Test shoot for beautiful Rui Nan @ Esee Model Management Shanghai
Photo by Tatiana Kurnosova

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A break

I've realized that it's been a year break.
A break from posting anything here.
Like a silence...

No, I haven't been silent for all this time, I've  been using other social media sites and apps like instagram. And I've been living my life. A bit messy life though.
This year is a hard one, but it's getting better and better with time. And I'm really excited. I'm getting better.

I want to live in a real life, in this momen.
I love the Universe and the Universe loves me.
And no, I'm not crazy horoscope fan or anything, but I've been feeling really spirutual lately and I love this positive energy of my mind, I love these vibes, this thrill and the calmness.
I enjoy writing down my thoughts.
I enjoy being naked.

Model interview. Veronika Nomura about modeling in Japan

Hello guys,

I've filmed this interview back in Tokyo last spring. Fashion model Veronika Nomura tells us how modeling industry in Japan works, how much money you can earn even if you're not tall, how to get into this business and etc. English subtitles are also available.

Veronika is mixed ( or as Japanese people say " hafu " ) who has been living in Japan for already 6 years.

What you'll know from this video:

- The structure of Japanese fashion industry
- Difference between ordinary (Foreigner-oriented) Japanese market and local fashion market
- The structure and working system of local agencies
- How to work as a freelance fashion model in Japane even if you're not tall (btw Veronika is only 5'4 or 165 cm )
- Most common modeling jobs in Japan
- What clients are looking for
- How to get a job, how to make a good impression on casting and during work
- How to work with multiple model agencies when you're a freelance model in Japan
- Top local model agencies on Veronika's opinion
- Positive sides of being "hafu" (mixed raced) model

Thank you so much for watching! :)

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Let’s cross the line

Speechless

Silent

Tender

Sensual

“Let’s cross the line” editorial for Dry Minds magazine.
Photography & concept by Tatiana Kurnosova
Model: Alyssa Denisova

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The White Escape

“The white escape” editorial for Vulkan Magazine.
Model:  Rianne Haspels @ Viva Model Management
Photographer, MUAH: Tatiana Kurnosova
Stylist: Margola Magenti
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Minimalism as a lifestyle

About minimalism as a lifestyle & inspiration.

I love being focused on my life and travel, not on the material things. But you don't have to be too extreme about it. Sometimes it's hard for me being "fully minimalist" ( I mean my mind sometimes whispers it to me) due to my job - I'm a fashion photographer, stylist and graphic designer. To make it short - I'm an artists, so it's especially hard for me.

And yes, - I do have a lot of things because of it: my camera & photographic equipment, make-up (sometimes I do it for the shoots), pencils and paints for drawing, basic clothing for styling models and etc.

When I see all of these things, sometimes I get a little bit sad, because I want it to be more compact. I would like to take less things with me when I travel. But I realize that having all those things is actually necessary for me, for my job, it doesn't make me less minimalist nor a bad person.

You just need to find what works best for you and realize that that everything has to be in modelration, you don't have to too hard on yourslef. Just enjoy your journey.

And what works best for you? I will be happu to hear your opinion in the comments below.
Hugs.

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